Journaling All The Days of My Life

May 7, 2009 5:55am cst

I just got up about 20 minutes ago and made me some coffee. Now I just sat down at the place where I sit every morning, evening and night to work. I just pulled up the schedule to see if there were any hours available but they’re not. Schedules post at 8am cst so I want to make sure I’m sitting right here in front of my computer and ready to click, click, click.

I must’ve been really tired last night because I think I went to bed around 9:30pm and that’s another reason why I’m up so early. Yesterday I took myself to the movies. I went to see Obsessed and X-Men Origin Wolverine. Obsessed was a pretty good movie but I loved Wolverine. It’s a must see for my kids when they come home.

I talked to my sister Quita yesterday and she said that her and her family may come down to visit the weekend. I really hope so because I’m so bored. I don’t know anyone. I don’t go to clubs. I just sit up in this house day in and day out. It’s not really a bad thing if my kids were home. I’m thinking that if my sister comes down we can go skating, bowling and out to eat. Them being here will give me a real reason to go out and do something. I really miss my family a lot. I miss the ability to get up and go and see them in less than 10 minutes if I wanted to. Now I’m 4 hours away and have to drive miles to get to them. I’m at peace though. The only thing that really gets to me is not hearing my kids voices in the house.