Hurting

I waitd patiently 4 u to say sumtin n u didnt. Wntng me to pay that no attn but I knew it all so well. U going to hell. Close my mouth n lose my visions. Put my heart and pain n detention 4 their feelings but I cant. A mthr u shld b but u aint. The woman who raised me, not true 2 her name. Ur luv is not worthy. U ignor...ed that he hurt me. Cuz u luv him n thats final. Im not n denial so phuk u. Leave me. How cld u?

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Trust & Believe

U think Im gon sit here n listen to this shyt. Boy leave me alone. It was God who blessed us wit this house. U aint did a damn thing on yo own. Tryn to put me down n throw yo money all up in my face. But God bless me in the exact same way. U r no better than me, no different than I am. And God is the only man around here wearing the Kings crown. (Trust & Believe)

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Teacher's

My child comes to class er' day to learn. Got his learning tools and er' thang he needs to succeed. But it's a damn shame I can't trust u. Didn't think that u would do such a phuk'd up thing. U got to b some ol' sick as bytch. My phukn son is only 13.

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Told

I b playn but Im jus sayn u cant b forreal. U tryn to make sure she know, but let the truth b told, u the only one who really dont know the deal. Nicca's b frontn, fakn like they luvn and slow bytchs fall for that shyt. The things we will do, to show n prove that we the only one ridn the dick. At least thats wut it see......ms, but hate to kill yo dream. Wut u think it is...ain't it!

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U Neva Know (mini poem)

U was phukn her too, having kicks, jus 4 fun. U see, u hurt me & I wont b the only one. U want to leave me now n take wit u 15 yrs of my life. Gon give yo name to this bytch...in 1 mth make her yo wife. Well partna do wut u do. Gon n take everything, take everything wit u. U can keep the house too, just make sure the m...ortgage get paid. U can keep er' mfing thang, even them mf'ing AIDS!!! (Naw nicca, u got played)

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Passion-

She lay there. At every line upon her, I stare. I’m captured by beauty and admire the way she offers to soothe me. She makes me feel like no other. Can’t get this type of feeling from a brutha under covers. My friends they don’t understand what I could possibly want from her. Questioning my actions but she’s my satisfaction and I get from her what I get from no other. The same bond that I received in the womb of my mother. She embrace me and upon her my hands lay. Attached to her in the most amazing way. How could I have overlooked something so natural as she, so perfect as she, so right. My thoughts are of her when I rest upon my pillow at night. She’s my every thought. I tell her everything. She feels all the emptiness on those nights in between when I’m seeing him. She tells me that’s she’s who I need and in her I confide. She dries the tears from my eyes and beg to come clean. Everything kept in the closet, shutting her out she say it seems. But that I don’t mean. I don’t care who knows and if they judge me then do tell. If my actions are too out there for them to see and if they think they will send me to hell…oh well. I love her! Don’t try to tell me what I can and cannot do. My living is not up to you and she is who I choose. See…they question me but don’t listen. They pay me no attention. His vision for us is one dimension and my friends say this is unacceptable. But I’m not asking permission. You can’t keep me from loving her. I have to make my own decision. You can’t possibly understand the relationship. My hands glide smoothly from hip to hip and I make sure that every part of her is touched. My words and her creates a portrait un-named. Some feel it’s a shame. But you can’t judge me and I can’t judge you. The reason I love her so much is cause she listens to the truth and she supports me, never ignores me and how I feel she accepts. She let’s me get it off my chest, she doesn’t ask me to be anyone else. I’m me. That’s all she see and my love for her is all that matter. So if you’re questioning whether I’m making the right decision. Yes and happiness is all I was after. She stares at me and I know without asking. I pick up my pen and upon her I write the words…Passion!

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Tell Me Y

Tell me y I'm smiling. Grinning from ear to ear. He gets me with the words he say, know just wut I like to hear. Tell me y I'm blushing. With every li'l word. Can't deny, Yes I like the things that I just heard. (Keep it coming boyfriend)

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Funny

Funny how the truth seems to disappear but lies are clear n made known. Funny how people cant accept the hurt when finally the tables r turned. Funny how things seem to haunt us and the pain is deep n tears. But when it aint u, the laughing u do, until u find urself there. (Think B4 U Speak, Point Or Judge)

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Hard Pill to Swallow

Didnt want to break up our family. Be nice to have a man at home. Didnt want to hurt u by keepn secrets but my heart cant take no mo'. Not only us have to sit n suffer so Im gon' go ahead n take my chance. I hate it has to be this way but ur not my babies dad. 100% Uncertain)

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Protect Yoself (Mini Poem)

Doc look'd me n my face n said. And Im suppose 2 live wit that. I wntd to scream out nstead but I knew I cldnt take it back. Got to tell my moms the truth n Im only 14yrs old. Wut am I gon do w/o my frnds turning their backs. If I cld chng the hands of time, they wld read 3 yrs b4 2day. B4 I strdt having sex n mayb I wldnt have AIDS! (Protect Yoself)

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Baby Please (Mini Poem)

Shut up! Just shut up wld u. I cnt take it! Dont know wut else to do. Listen please. Shhhhh, please b quiet! Ewwwwwww! (crying) I just need a moment of silence. Mama help me! Mama help me please! (silence became) Killing him I didnt mean. (He was just a baby. N she was just a young mother.)

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Young Luv (Mini Poem)

It wasnt enough that I luvd him but I cldnt leave. Young luv, wld do nethng just 4 us to b. Wasnt enough that he lied to me. Didnt care as long as he was there n er'one knew who he was to me. My mom said leave him. Daddy said dnt believe him n sister said dont play the fool. I wish I wld've listened then so I wldnt b in heaven talking to u.
(Young Luv)

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I'm Out (Mini Poem)

For yrs I have sat here n let u control my life, w.o even being yo wife, the abuse I cant take no more. I'm taking a stand, putting my life in HIS hands and finally grabbing my things n hitting the door. C sumtin' wrong or if u got a problem, I suggest u take it up with the MAN. I deserve much better, me n u r no good ...togther, n I know death at ur hands was not part of HIS plan.

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That's Luv (Mini Poem)

As I sat there, bedside, looking down upon u. Inside my mind, deeply crying and thanking God for showing me truth. A man u r, my friend u r, my luvr and my smile. So glad that God had told me that waiting 4 u was worthwhile. I'm thankful, truly thankful for the luv I have wit u. So thankful that my father God made all ...my dreams come true. "That's luv"

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Make No Mistake (Mini Poem)

Make no mistake, I luv u. But just as I luv u, I can leave u. U find rite in cheatin n lieing. Well u aint the only one...nigga me too. Make no mistake...Im no fool. Bcuz I keep a closed mouth means nuttn. Think u gettn ova on the things u do. Me pretending to know nuttn, please Im just frontn. Im a woman n things come... to me so easy. Make the mistake, try me again n we'll c who'll b cryin don't leave me.

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What Come to Mind

I'm a writer. I love to write about in and everything. I seem to think that there's more going on out there in the world that we see. I seem to think that people sometimes sugar coat the real to keep from expressing their true feelings and also to keep from hurting the feelings of others, because I did. I like it RAW!

I think things can be told by getting straight to the point and so I've written mini poems right on the spot on my FB status and now I'm sharing them with you guys! So you'll see them pop up here and there. Feel free to comment on anything you see here.

Have a Blessed day!

Powerful Piece (Mini Poem)

Here we go again, his hand in my pants, where is my mommy now. My voice drowned out, he ignored my ouch n on me he's doing his thing. My cries don't mean nuttn, my backside he's rubbin n to him it's just games n fun. But one of these days I'll look to him n say, "How could dad. I'm ur son." -Powerful Piece

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Powerful Piece

Here we go again, his hand in my pants, where is my mommy now. My voice drowned out, he ignored my ouch n on me he's doing his thing. My cries don't mean nuttn, my backside he's rubbin n to him it's just games n fun. But one of these days I'll look to him n say, "How could dad. I'm ur son." -Powerful Piece

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