I'm Here HE says...

Tired. Didn't fall asleep til' 1am this morning. Thinking. Thinking real hard about my future. Worried. It seems like yesterday I was worried to no end. Didn't know if I would ever stop worrying. Worry about everything. Wondering what if, why, when, how and who. But then...

Just then I ran me a warm bath and added a relaxation ball and laid my head back and chilled. Sat there for a few minutes and then my mouth opened and I began to talk. Talking to God. Talked as if it was the two of us sitting over dinner at the finnest restaurant ever known. I laughed and I could feel HIM laughing with me. My words flowed constantly. Saying things that I very so needed to get off my chest. For that 30 minutes or so that I sat talking.. at the end of it I smiled. I knew. Knew that it was only that we had a lot of catching up to do that this happen'd.

It was only that I was beginning to worry a lil' too much and HE needed to reassure me of...
Who HE is.
Why HE loves me.
How forgiving HE is.
When HE's available.
What if I just let HIM in my life.

After that conversation I just felt soooo much better. I smiled for the rest of the day. I've been getting off track lately, not reading my Bible how I should. Haven't been to church in a while. But now, after my talk with God... it's time. Time for me to rise and stand up and do what needs to be done and know that HE is with me every step of the way.

"I am Blessed! So I can rest and know that God is with me!"