D Otha Woman

U may not like me and true enuff u don’t have to. But the thing is, i’m phukn the same nicca as u. let’s give it up to my boyfriend, ur husband. U wanna call me stupid cuz i don’t mind being seen er’ now & then, but that’s okay. He ain’t the only nicca i’m phukn so he can’t stay anyway. I understand that u think i have low-self esteem and that i’m only wit him cuz i can’t get a man but wut u fail to realize is both of our feet are planted where i stand. U wanna know why would i lay wit a man who has to go home to his wife. Well why would u lay wit a man who u know was phukn me juss last night. U wanna know how i can sit back and act so unconcerned. Why would u accept his cheatin’ ways, i guess u yo’self juss ain’t learned. U wanna know why i put my lips where his dick is when i see ‘em. The same way i open my legs & he put his lips in between ‘em and then on yo’ lips when he get home…oh, but that ain’t wrong. U tell yo friends how good he is and wut things he buy for u. when me & my girls sit around, we have the same conversation too. U may be his wife but his family knows me juss like they know u. U aint the only one in the passenger seat when he’s droppin’ ya’ll kids off at skool. How rude? I know his social security number, certain things about his childhood, his sister calls me sister & me his mama chop it up like er’ day. But u keep tellin’ yoself, he don’t luv her…he can’t. but i miss when he’s gone juss like u. i hug him when he’s home juss like u. i luv him paying my bills juss like u. i keep hoping he’ll finally be still juss like u. i get mad when i find out about another luvr juss like u. he tells me he doesn’t luv ya’ juss like wit u. he spends time wit me & my kids juss like wit u. really the only thing is different is that we neva said, i do. I know u really don’t like me & u wish i would go on my way. But er’ time i try to, the man u say who don’t luv me…keeps begging me to stay.

Copywritten.Leukemiona Daniels.2010