"Crazy"

I don't know we do some of the craziest things in relationships, but we do. Here is my newest poem that I wrote. I hope u like it:


This is crazy and I don't understand it. How can you be so in love one day and then the next just call it quits. It makes me sick. Sick so much that I don't want anything to do with it. Sick so much that I can't even ignore it. My stomach muscles tighten from the thought of just who it is. This thing you do is just crazy. Should I say out of your mind, kinda trifflin' a bit or just plain out crazy. Is it just the easy way out, something that's painless or is it just lazy. Just yesterday I was your baby. This thing you do makes me hate. I never wanted to feel like this. My lips seem to feel like they've never been kissed and my body…oh my body it's just lying there…unspoken for…motionless…crying out…unsafe. In such a rage, my love feels like calling this rape. Yes rape...because you took from me. Took my comfort, violated my trust, betrayed my feelings and now justice is a must. This thing you do is so uncalled for. It scares me. It tears me and it leaves me on edge. Where are my choices? You literally took from my decisions, no stated facts, straight lies deterring their voices, it's uncalled for. Do you not get it? It is crazy. The strength to get up and leave is right there but you ignore it and you beg me to understand but I can't. Because I do understand…I left you. It may of just been the right thing to do and the right time. You see my love is not blind and I see through the heartless, painful, sickening things you do. But you tell me that your love is like no other and the two of you is out of convience and you're not thinking of her, just a way out but I don't believe it.

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